First woman over since the breakup
To fill the void
I bought a whip
But I wept
Missing the soul and body I loved
The next day, Papi came to visit for a few days
He cared for me
With words
I relished this
Long, philosophical dialogue
Perhaps his only way of caring
That night I made his bed
In the morning cooked him breakfast
My body was searing
We ate
Lid rattling